Well, what a crap two days it's been. Be prepared for a little "venting" today.
Had a talk to my new boss yesterday afternoon and she tells me that my
role (as promised by my Director) would now not be advertised as an ongoing
position, but as a two year contract instead. This is in direct contrast to that promised over a year ago. So I feel I have been screwed over
in a big way after being far too trusting of my employer.
So even if I decided to apply
for the same role I've been doing for 3 years now (and very successfully), it's only for another 2 years and then what? They're so
shortsighted here it's ridiculous. It also means, since it's not
permanent, that I can't get that new "stealth" Emonda that I've been set on for the
last month (promised my wife I'd only buy it when I got a permanent job).
So today I am really pissed off. At work "sulking". I even declined to go to a last team
meeting with my old boss cause I didn't want to talk to her. Been "used" in a big way to get this project up and running successfully, and despite the
application needing loads of support it's not going
to happen. If I hadn't been around to talk the pilot sites into signing
up we wouldn't have this application or be the leaders using it
Australia wide. So yeah, majorly unhappy with life today.
In order to find a permanent job I might even have to find something in
Sydney or Melbourne to shuttle back and forth to. There's nothing much up here in Brisbane at all, no matter what it is. To make matters worse, I couldn't go riding today either as it's been raining constantly since
about 2am this morning. Hasn't let up.
View out my window at work looking northwards.
The family and I are off to the south coast tonight to
see my in-laws and their kids (flying up from Melbourne) for the weekend. Tweed Heads is a gorgeous spot, but having two little ones couped up in a 3 bedroom unit could be a recipe for disaster. Gonna take the
TCR and do some riding in the hills if I can, just to
get anger/stress of finding another job out of my system. Riding to exhaustion is good for that!
So since I have only 2 months to the end of my contract (should I not get my job back), it's time I faced reality and gave this Everesting gig away for the time being to concentrate on what I'm going to do next in life. I can't juggle both job hunting, stress of life and riding at present.
Check back every now and again and I'll fill you in on what's happening and hopefully the resumption of my everesting journey.
Thanks for reading and visiting.